Unfortunately, the bastards HAVE been grinding me down lately.
So instead of just making everything password protected (I still haven’t decided about that by the way), I’m just going to stop. For now. Maybe delete everything I ever wrote, overhaul everything and start over as one of those preppy, fresh-faced moms who seem to have it all together and blog about the four thousand uses of kale. Or something.
Because what I’m doing doesn’t seem to be working. I’m not funny. I’m not clever. I’m not smart. I am (according to certain people who’ve been more present than I would like in recent days) just an ignorant white trash idiot who goes blundering about like a bull in a china shop with her stupid white trash ideas of what’s funny and clever and smart.
I guess I’m going to have to fake who I am for the world to like me. Because right now NOBODY likes me for who I actually am.